2018 Dennis Hof’s Celebration of Life- The day Suzette and all of the BunnyRanch died. Suzette turned the music off & she has acted like she wants to destroy any & all progress made.

This isn’t really a blog. This is me being annoyed….

I can’t hate Suzette if I don’t hate Dennis and I can’t like Suzette if I don’t like Dennis it really doesn’t fucking matter. They think everything is so fucking funny. It’s OK. They would rather tell me that I have disability or that there’s something wrong with my brain other than just having ADHD and anxiety, so it’s funnier to destroy my life so I don’t know if that’s any consolation to the fact that he you know tried to it really doesn’t even fucking matter I don’t know if I even give a fuck if anything he did was real or fake anymore because at this point, everyone is 100% OK with like just letting it all be fucking bullshit. It’s not like I went to the ranch for him which would be maybe insulting or maybe it’s a compliment too. It was literally just a legal brothel. The craziest thing is I had actually no clue about him or the cat house show.

I mean, yeah I’m sure Dennis thinks it’s fucking hilarious. If a girl who grew up Catholic and was in the military and had been a college student like had never actually heard of the Bunnyranch or I don’t even know what’s the matter you pay the right person not the right fucking website and or you like borrow a logo to say it’s like a joke like the onion and I don’t know I don’t know what’s real or fake. The DVD that I found in like the closet though of like the house parties looked pretty fucking fun.

What does annoy me though? Is that like for the Audible version of his book like he doesn’t read it but I guess that adds to the fucking mystery right?

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Unfortunately I was unable to attend, again with adhd and life circumstances I forgot my ticket in my desk at the ranch. I rushed to the ranch and asked the sherif if I could grab it and he said no. Respecting the facts I jokingly asked what If you just look the other way and I grab it and then I can go. He said then I would have to stop you. So I parked next to the horse barn and waited for a very long time for people to return and reopen the ranch.

The day before he passed, I remember how much fun we all had… (I was trying to be polite by not posting some photos)